Here’s the new list titled: “A Mark O. Estes ‘Novel:’ 33 Random Chapters”
It is tentative and subject to change.
“A Mark O. Estes ‘Novel:’ 33 Random Chapters”
Chapter One: “At least once a day I ask myself where did I go wrong in my life, and not in a comical manner…”
Chapter Two: “As I’ve gotten older, I’ve come to accept that a lot of my dreams will never come into fruition”
Chapter Three: “I’ve rarely experienced the true notion of comfort.”
Chapter Four: “Growing old and alone still haunts me.”
Chapter Five: “Nostalgia is like a recreational drug that you can either wallow in or use it to reconnect with your inner self, who you may have thought you left behind.”
Chapter Six: “Sleep has become the adult boogeyman.Will explain later”
Chapter Seven: “I miss being able to read freely with no obligations, interruptions, or plain old distractions.”
Chapter Eight: “I’m a personable person. I’m not a personable person.”
Chapter Nine: “My Friends are my world.”
Chapter Ten: “I’m flip-flopping over whether I’ll ever experience a loving relationship or not. Currently I don’t think it’s going to happen.”
Chapter Eleven: “I stay in my head entirely way too much.”
Chapter Twelve: “My love for TV is waning…”
Chapter Thirteen: “Music is an integral part of my life.”
Chapter Fourteen:“I’ve only had one person I was truly in love with.”
Chapter Fifteen: “Coming Out was the best thing to happen to me.”
Chapter Sixteen: “I’d be interested in partaking in a triad relationship.”
Chapter Seventeen: “Despite claims from various social groups and figures, I don’t think society as a whole really wants to accomplish unity.”
Chapter Eighteen: “As of 2016, I’ve only been to one concert in my life and that was Kanye West’s College Dropout Tour back in 2004.”
Chapter Nineteen: “One of my biggest goals is to tryout for Big Brother at least five times.”
Chapter Twenty: “Trying to make sense of the world is a taxing experience and I’m over it. To an extent.”
Chapter Twenty-One: “I still haven’t seen more than half of the movies I own…”
Chapter Twenty-Two: “I wish Divine Intervention would have stepped in and warned me not to come back to Brownsville.”
Chapter Twenty-Three: “Embracing every unique aspect of me has been the greatest love affair ever told in my book.”
Chapter Twenty-Four: “I still believe that you don’t get a free pass from being labeled an asshole because of your accomplishments in life.”
Chapter Twenty-Five: “I still wonder about Christian Tobias Estes, the son I dreamed about many years ago in college.”
Chapter Twenty-Six: “People truly think that I’m stupid and don’t pick up on that.”
Chapter Twenty-Seven: “If I could travel anywhere in the world and stay there, it would have to be somewhere near a beach or cove of some kind, or in metropolitan area with more than 500,000 people to experience on a daily basis.”
Chapter Twenty-Eight: “There’s not that many people I can trust. And even the ones I do trust, I can’t help get leery about sometimes.”
Chapter Twenty-Nine: “Biggest pet peeve is social media and the plethora of misinformation circulating through it like a disease.”
Chapter Thirty: “I truly hate talking about race, even when I’m enraged about something blatantly racist.”
Chapter Thirty-One: “When I die, I want The Smiths’ ‘There is A Light That Never Goes Out’ to be sung at my funeral, and some of my ashes to be set loose on the Pacific Coast.”
Chapter Thirty-Two: “I’ve never forgiven myself for not fighting harder for my first love.”
Chapter Thirty-Three: “I still think about death constantly.”
Again, these are all tentative.
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